Plz Be My Best Friend Forever..

I'm going to be the best friend you ever had.

I'm going to listen to you like no one has
Even if I might be too busy.
I'm going to be there when it counts
Not this time, but every time you need it.
I'm going to be the best friend you ever had.

I'm going to be your support, lifting you up
Whether I have the strength to or not.
I'm going to treat you like it's your birthday
Not that day, but every single day of the year.
I'm going to be the best friend you ever had.

I'll listen to you
I'll offer you advice
I'll play with you
Sometimes letting you win
I'll be there for you
When you're filled up with strife
I'll pray for you
When you're struggling in life

I'm going to be the best friend you've ever had.
This day, the next and forever...

You Changed the Way I Looked at Life -My poem

by angel

You walked lightly into my life
Captivating and lovely to my mind,
At first, I never cared who you were
Now I don't know who I am without you,
You kissed me
I felt my world change,
You held me
I heard my heart awaken,
You loved me
And my soul was born anew
You walked lightly into my life
Now my heart knows who you are
And with every breath
And every step
I take down lonely roads,
Your hand is my staff
Your voice is my guide
Your strength my shelter
You're passion my awakening.
You walked lightly into my life,
And all my pain
You took as your own,
And all my fears
You cast into the sea,
All my doubt
Lost in your eyes,
You walked lightly into my life
And no matter if you choose to stay or go,
My life is forever changed,
Just because you loved me
For a moment in time.
And because I choose
To love you
For the rest of mine.

He Broke My Heart

by angel

you were what I wanted
and that wish came true for a while
it was perfect
all I could think of was you

and then along came temptation
you tried to be strong
you didn't want to break my heart
but you didn't hold out long

my friends told you to be honest
even if it meant to hurt me
apparently my love wasn't enough
you wanted to be free

I spent some time crying
I did some stupid things
but all I really wanted was the pain to go away
and now its been a couple days

I guess you are happy
and that is what I want
even if its not with me
you wanted to be single
and that is what you got

so much for all your promises
I guess you forgot

she says I should move on
and find someone new
even though you broke my heart
all I really want is you

with luv

love,a word undefine.
everyday running through my mind,
how much i love you,
how much i care,
the feelings are there,
but not much time to share.
yet still holding on,
will never let go,
will always be here.
through thick and thin,
rain and sunshine,
thinking of you until the very end.
your name says it all,
that deserve to be,
in a picture frame printed by me.

Ode To The Man I Sometimes Call Dad

by angel

I lie awake at night
And converse with the darkness.
We discuss many things,
The blackness and I.
We had an interesting conversation
The other night.
I have been wondering lately
What it would be like
To be someone other than me.
If I were more like her,
Would you still Hate me?
If I weren't like me,
Would you realize that you produced two?
Could you know that we are equal,
Although not the same?
Could you be that open-minded?
Doubtful.
Is it possible for you to see me
As the woman I've become,
Rather than the girl
You once knew?
I've overcome many obstacles,
Climbed many mountains,
Achieved many dreams;
But still you refuse to respect me.
You tell me that I'm worthless,
That I won't amount to much.
You call me a loser
I Cannot take it any longer!
I will fight back this time.
But am I Strong enough
To fight that which makes me weak?
No.
I will continue to let you belittle me
And treat me like a fool,
Like I am merely a stepping stone
On your path of destruction.
You tell me to respect you
But how can I respect a man
Who doesn't respect himself?
I can't honor and obey you
Like a true DAD should be treated.
Because in these past twenty years,
You have never been a "Dad" to me.
You are only my guardian, my provider -
Not my Dad.
You've provided me with the basics,
What I need now is for you to help me;
Love, Laugh, be Free,
Live every moment to the Fullest.
Until you can fulfil that need,
I will let the darkness
Heal my wounded soul,
Because you never learned how.

choices will fade away

by angel

Someday you'll let your hair go gray
and wear it like a crown.
Someday you'll buy a floppy hat
wear it each day to town.
You'll greet your neighbors with a smile
and find that they smile back.
You'll share those tree-ripe peaches
you've hoarded in a sack.
You'll finally buy that ice cream cone
for the little girl next door
Who always looks so longingly
as the truck sings down the road.
Someday you'll write that letter
to your friend who moved away.
Confess how much you miss her
every single day.
Someday you'll forgive that old love
who ripped your soul apart.
At last you'll tuck his name away
to let a new love start.
Someday you'll cry your final tears
for the past that went awry.
You'll find the joy you seek in life
and see through clearer eyes.
But if you put off the choices
you need to make today,
One day, someday will be yesterday
And your choices will have faded away

You were my FRIEND!

angel

I see your smile
I know your mind
No words need be said
I understand.

Focused on each other
We listen and we care
Laughter ripples like water
Together, we are.

Others are here, yes,
And we value them, yes,
But a special bond remains,
A line between us two.

Each friendship is special
Each is unique
And so is ours
We know.

And then time begins to roll
and rear it's ugly head
Change begins
Now a little less than before.

Slowly, surely,Not knowing why
Faster, stronger, without care
Our world shifts and shimmers and splits.

Shattered shards cascade down
Spurred by angry, lashing words
Contorted faces, stone deaf ears
Outside the whirlwind,
We die inside.

The scars run deep
Jagged clefts in our souls
We have suceeded in hurting
And hurt ourselves.
So you move on
And I remain

We keep on living
Turn our faces apart.
Now I glance across
At you from outside
Shaded eyes dry with tears

New friends, new life.
Laughter, smiling (clenched teeth)
The flippant toss of the head
The enclosure surrounds you
I cannot come near.

From behind my glass window
I know more than those within
I see the hurt in your eyes
I know the pain in your smile
I have been there before - I love you

Why do you pretend?
I hate to see your pain
And I cry inside
Tears deep within my soul
I cannot help you anymore.

What we had once
We can never have again.
The scars run deep,
But I still care.

Miss U ALL!

angel

As I sit alone
With the warm sun on my back
I realise something's missing
A part of me which lacks.

Could it be the trees,
Reaching for the sky?
Or could it be the children,
Walking home, who pass me by?

Perhaps, I miss the birds,
Chirping sweetly above my head?
All I feel is restlessness
A part of me is dead.

I know now what it is.
Now I realise what is wrong.
It's the feeling, they call solitude,
All my friends are gone.

Of course I know,
That as we grow,
We have to make our way,
We all must plot a different course,
To go by everyday.

I always thought my friendships,
Would be round,
Just like the moon
But you see,
I am not ready,
For it all to end so soon.

I miss their happy laughter,
Floating on the wind.
I miss the many secrets,
That circulate within.

The only way to keep,
Our friendships woven tight,
Is to keep in contact always,
And then we'll be alright!

Just tell me u love me!

by angel

I want to feel love like yours,
While making sure
I give you stars unlike anyone else's
I want to feel your love.

And in the morning
when I cannot remember my night,
I still can't think of what to say
to express how I love you.

I am running in my head
among all my stories and theories,
I can here the screams of my heart
that I cannot get used to.

There are things alone,
that only you can see,
Tell me you love me,
and I will take you there.

There are things alone,
that only you can hear,
If something is lost,
just tell me you love me,
and that will be enough.

And at the world,
you do not laugh,
For you know that there are
a heap of lies which tip the scale.

There is a love you alone can feel,
Just tell me you love me,
and I will let you embrace.

There is a place where you can be with me,
Just don't be afraid to love me.
And before you can experience this
you must tell me you love me and follow your heart.

Dark stain upon my heart!

Smile in their faces and play their silly game
No one need know that my heart is torn asunder
None of this really matters to me anymore
Everyone thinks that I have it made
Not realizing that I spend my nights afraid
I have never known fear my entire life
No one has ever been able to make me blink
All of that changed with the breaking of my heart
The man in the mirror scares the hell out of me
He knows all my deeds and might just set my soul free
There has been a change in his eyes lately
Facing the weight of an empty bed and broken heart
Despair and loneliness are becoming his friends
They are slowly weaving their way deep into his brain
Upon his heart they have placed their dark stain
The call of the ocean is all that is keeping him at bay
The sound of the surf, the scent of the sea, and freedom
Wash the sins from your soul and bury your troubles in the sand
The man in the mirror has no control over you in the light
I can handle this cold, lonely bed one more night
The winds of change are blowing cold
I can feel it stirring in the air at night
The forecast calls for pain and a change
Blameless, shameless and losing control
I will win this battle for what is left of my soul
Standing strong is all I have to do
One minute, one hour, one day at a time
I made myself a world that worked so damn well
Until my heart was torn beating from my chest
Now all I can wait for is peace and rest