Criminal's life

by anonymous

Living a criminals life
Doing everything but nothing feels rite
Every smile that I make
It pinches me so hard inside
That my heart cries

Standing up every single day
Just to realize I have failed
I am bruised taking it all
Now I just want to lay and take my fall

Betrayed by life
Even the death doesn’t accept me
Can someone tell me?
Is it the life that I am living or the life is living me?

Lost the my purpose of life
My heart is beating frost and ice
You gave me the warmth to live
And now that space is void

You abandoned my soul
And now it wants to abandon my body
No more can I make any decisions
No more do I know my role

Alone I lie in my bed
All day and all night as if dead
Life only reflects when I cry
Only thing I can do is hope and try

Please forgive me for my sins
I never knew it and that I never meant
Please bail me of my crimes
Take me with you and take me away from this criminal’s life