You're throwing it away,
you're wasting your life.
You're too young to know what decisions to make.
You're too stupid to know what opportunities to take.
You're just a teenager,
too rebellious and wild to think.
You're on the brink of falling over the edge.
Don't take a step too far, be cautious,
right now you're on the ledge.
I'm just trying to help, so don't raise your voice.
It's not your choice anymore.
You must do as I say,
you can't have it your way.
You don't know what you want.
You can't have what you hunt.
You can't have your own dreams,
you have mine.
I couldn't live my life to the fullest,
so I'm going to make yours the dullest.
Don't waste your life or throw it away because you're living it for me,
my way.
Friday, November 16, 2007
I am
I am love in the face of hate
I am kindness in the face of ridicule
I am strength in the face of diversity
I am patience in the face of the mule
I will not run away from fear,
I will not run and hide
I am bravery, I am pride
I will make a difference in this world, big or small
That is my promise to me , my promise to all
I am kindness in the face of ridicule
I am strength in the face of diversity
I am patience in the face of the mule
I will not run away from fear,
I will not run and hide
I am bravery, I am pride
I will make a difference in this world, big or small
That is my promise to me , my promise to all
You are the sun
Watching the world through a blacked-out window
You see no sun,
Yet people see light shining in your eyes,
You are the sun for others
Watching children play, wishing you were them,
You start to cry,
People see your child- like tears,
Yet nobody seems to care
Giving light to others,
You realize you're alone
Your flame is burning brightly
Yet you still feel blind
But if you look deep into your heart, and open the window,
You realize,
You are the sun,
Your stars need your brightness,
And one day you will find the special star,
Which will add to your flame,
And you will burn brighter then ever,
Spreading joy and happiness for miles around.
You see no sun,
Yet people see light shining in your eyes,
You are the sun for others
Watching children play, wishing you were them,
You start to cry,
People see your child- like tears,
Yet nobody seems to care
Giving light to others,
You realize you're alone
Your flame is burning brightly
Yet you still feel blind
But if you look deep into your heart, and open the window,
You realize,
You are the sun,
Your stars need your brightness,
And one day you will find the special star,
Which will add to your flame,
And you will burn brighter then ever,
Spreading joy and happiness for miles around.
Difference
There is a part of me
That feels I am different from everyone else.
Something that I can't quite see,
Something that I can't quite feel,
Something so unreal.
But this 'thing' is always there,
This 'thing' with others, I will never share.
So I push it to the back of my mind,
All the thoughts of boys and clothes
And make-up, it is hiding behind.
Sometimes, when I have almost forgotten,
It comes back with such ferocity,
Angry and unforgiving.
I feel so lost and sad,
Whatever caused this feeling
Must have been so horrible and bad.
A lost memory or something else,
I'll never know,
Whatever it is,
I know for sure,
I can never let this feeling show.
That feels I am different from everyone else.
Something that I can't quite see,
Something that I can't quite feel,
Something so unreal.
But this 'thing' is always there,
This 'thing' with others, I will never share.
So I push it to the back of my mind,
All the thoughts of boys and clothes
And make-up, it is hiding behind.
Sometimes, when I have almost forgotten,
It comes back with such ferocity,
Angry and unforgiving.
I feel so lost and sad,
Whatever caused this feeling
Must have been so horrible and bad.
A lost memory or something else,
I'll never know,
Whatever it is,
I know for sure,
I can never let this feeling show.
Drifting
I sometimes find I'm drifting
Through this life without effect;
I often wonder if I'm truly
Worth what I've been blessed.
I search through days that have been hard,
To try to understand,
The many trials that I have known,
The life that I have had.
You see me in my daily grind,
So confident and strong;
Yet when I am alone, I question
Just where I belong.
I often try too hard I find,
To analyze and guess,
To scrutinize, investigate
My life I will confess.
For somewhere deeper, there must be
Some meaning to this life,
Some way to make a difference,
Give a reason for this strife.
Is there some hidden meaning?
Some agenda to be found?
A greater purpose waiting
If I care to hang around?
It teases and it taunts me,
Always slightly out of sight;
A hazy vision out of reach,
Where darkness hides the light.
I struggle to bring clarity
To what awaits me there,
And yet this weak illusion
Always fades before my stare.
It seems the harder that I try,
To focus through the haze,
Just serves to add more questions,
Through my endless, tired gaze.
Perhaps I'm trying just too hard,
To understand it all,
For can we ever truly know
Just what we have in store?
Each incident, each moment passed,
Just adds upon the next,
But in the end, will I find truth ...
Or will I be perplexed?
Perhaps I make it harder
Than it has to be sometimes,
But will my searching bring to me
My meaning over time?
Or will it leave me broken,
And confused as I feel now,
While questions bring no solitude,
To this, my wrinkled brow.
Through this life without effect;
I often wonder if I'm truly
Worth what I've been blessed.
I search through days that have been hard,
To try to understand,
The many trials that I have known,
The life that I have had.
You see me in my daily grind,
So confident and strong;
Yet when I am alone, I question
Just where I belong.
I often try too hard I find,
To analyze and guess,
To scrutinize, investigate
My life I will confess.
For somewhere deeper, there must be
Some meaning to this life,
Some way to make a difference,
Give a reason for this strife.
Is there some hidden meaning?
Some agenda to be found?
A greater purpose waiting
If I care to hang around?
It teases and it taunts me,
Always slightly out of sight;
A hazy vision out of reach,
Where darkness hides the light.
I struggle to bring clarity
To what awaits me there,
And yet this weak illusion
Always fades before my stare.
It seems the harder that I try,
To focus through the haze,
Just serves to add more questions,
Through my endless, tired gaze.
Perhaps I'm trying just too hard,
To understand it all,
For can we ever truly know
Just what we have in store?
Each incident, each moment passed,
Just adds upon the next,
But in the end, will I find truth ...
Or will I be perplexed?
Perhaps I make it harder
Than it has to be sometimes,
But will my searching bring to me
My meaning over time?
Or will it leave me broken,
And confused as I feel now,
While questions bring no solitude,
To this, my wrinkled brow.
Think
Should you always say what you feel
Think, is the person you're telling going to be able to heal
Is what you're saying necessary for everyone else to know
Just because you're thinking something, maybe you should just let it go
Everyone else around you may not be as strong
Some things need to be kept hidden and you should move along
You don't know where that person has come from or where he's going to go
What kind of day he's had, you just don't know
Before you blurt out everything you feel
Think, is the person listening going to be able to heal?
Think, is the person you're telling going to be able to heal
Is what you're saying necessary for everyone else to know
Just because you're thinking something, maybe you should just let it go
Everyone else around you may not be as strong
Some things need to be kept hidden and you should move along
You don't know where that person has come from or where he's going to go
What kind of day he's had, you just don't know
Before you blurt out everything you feel
Think, is the person listening going to be able to heal?
End of Innocence
Secrets, secrets
Lies, lies
She sits in her room,
and cries and cries.
There's no more trust
In this girl's heart.
She finally found out
That life isn't perfect.
She lived in dreams,
As children often do.
But she crawled out
Into the world everyone knew.
Things that once were.
Happiness once known;
The truth of it all
To her was shown.
Her little heart
Will never trust again.
She'll never know
A real true friend.
No more trust,
For no more lies.
She'll sit in her room
And cry and cry
Lies, lies
She sits in her room,
and cries and cries.
There's no more trust
In this girl's heart.
She finally found out
That life isn't perfect.
She lived in dreams,
As children often do.
But she crawled out
Into the world everyone knew.
Things that once were.
Happiness once known;
The truth of it all
To her was shown.
Her little heart
Will never trust again.
She'll never know
A real true friend.
No more trust,
For no more lies.
She'll sit in her room
And cry and cry
Would gladly walk a mile
i would gladly walk a mile
if dat would giv a chance 2 see u smile
call u my frnd
dats a lie
mean more 2 me
can't explain y
u can see it in my eyes
feelings dat i can't describe
tried so hard 2 express u
feelings dat i hold inside
whn i open my mouth to speak
all just seems 2 fall apart
words jus seem 2 scatter
if i were left wid choice
i'd only speak wid heart of d matter
no matter wht i seems 2 do
it always comes out so wrong
many times i think it though
once it hit my mouth
i jus stumble along
if dat would giv a chance 2 see u smile
call u my frnd
dats a lie
mean more 2 me
can't explain y
u can see it in my eyes
feelings dat i can't describe
tried so hard 2 express u
feelings dat i hold inside
whn i open my mouth to speak
all just seems 2 fall apart
words jus seem 2 scatter
if i were left wid choice
i'd only speak wid heart of d matter
no matter wht i seems 2 do
it always comes out so wrong
many times i think it though
once it hit my mouth
i jus stumble along
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Thinking of You
by:Neha
Thinking of You
Just sitting here and thinking,
Thinking my thoughts of you
Dreaming of how things would be
If you were right here too.
I hope that things aren't going
The way that you had planed
I only wish that you were here
And I could hold your hand
I dream of being with you
Of being by your side
Of waking up beside you
of love that we won't hide
I hope one day that you'll be more
Than just a dream at night
That I can bring you happiness
And love with all my might
But until then, I'm here alone
There's nothing else to do
Than dream of you and count the days
Until I'm there with you........
Thinking of You
Just sitting here and thinking,
Thinking my thoughts of you
Dreaming of how things would be
If you were right here too.
I hope that things aren't going
The way that you had planed
I only wish that you were here
And I could hold your hand
I dream of being with you
Of being by your side
Of waking up beside you
of love that we won't hide
I hope one day that you'll be more
Than just a dream at night
That I can bring you happiness
And love with all my might
But until then, I'm here alone
There's nothing else to do
Than dream of you and count the days
Until I'm there with you........
a first crush
by:ankita
The first time I saw u,
u swept me off my feet.
Your smile,your style,
made my heart miss a beat.
Same class as we were in,
for me school became a treat.
Ah! That sweet hi and the killing smile,
early morning what a great greet.
A rockstar on d dance floor, an Einstein in class,
it seemed u belonged 2 a special elite.
And as we started becoming friends,
inside me grew more heat.
Day and night I thought of u,
and each little jesture of you,
Would I in my mind a 1000 times repeat.
Ignorant as I was, I thought,
u also accompanied me in this love fleet!
Now that schools are over,
In your life you might be having many new greets.
But for me till now,
none could generate the same heat.
Oh my first crush, I want you to know,
That even your memories so sweet,
Make my heart miss a beat.
Make my heart miss a beat.
The first time I saw u,
u swept me off my feet.
Your smile,your style,
made my heart miss a beat.
Same class as we were in,
for me school became a treat.
Ah! That sweet hi and the killing smile,
early morning what a great greet.
A rockstar on d dance floor, an Einstein in class,
it seemed u belonged 2 a special elite.
And as we started becoming friends,
inside me grew more heat.
Day and night I thought of u,
and each little jesture of you,
Would I in my mind a 1000 times repeat.
Ignorant as I was, I thought,
u also accompanied me in this love fleet!
Now that schools are over,
In your life you might be having many new greets.
But for me till now,
none could generate the same heat.
Oh my first crush, I want you to know,
That even your memories so sweet,
Make my heart miss a beat.
Make my heart miss a beat.
When you said there was another !!!
I never thought my heart would die
But when you said there was another
My eyes started to cry
For I knew it was really good-bye
I played hard to get I admit it, I was wrong
But I didn't think you'd give up so fast
I thought you'd play along
I'll go home and listen to sad love songs
I can't concentrate because you stay on my mind
My fairy-tale ending is over now
I wish I could go back in time
Stop being scared and make your love mine
It's always my heart that pulls me away
Should I look in your eyes and feel alone
Is it my fault I couldn't stay
But you know me, I'll be okay
I never thought my heart would die
But when you said there was another
Believe me. I did more than cry
My heart actually died.
But when you said there was another
My eyes started to cry
For I knew it was really good-bye
I played hard to get I admit it, I was wrong
But I didn't think you'd give up so fast
I thought you'd play along
I'll go home and listen to sad love songs
I can't concentrate because you stay on my mind
My fairy-tale ending is over now
I wish I could go back in time
Stop being scared and make your love mine
It's always my heart that pulls me away
Should I look in your eyes and feel alone
Is it my fault I couldn't stay
But you know me, I'll be okay
I never thought my heart would die
But when you said there was another
Believe me. I did more than cry
My heart actually died.
Jusss u....
Laying underneath the stars,
On a warm silent night.
Your arms are wrapped around me,
And everything feels right.
You kiss me sweet and softly,
I feel your warm gentle touch,
You help me feel protected
Under the sweet night sky rush.
by:neha nayan
My world before me is perfect.
There's nowhere else I want to be,
Except laying underneath the stars
Hand in hand, you and me.
Just when everything is perfect,
And you seem so delicately sweet,
A rush of wind comes past me
As I'm swept beneath my feet.
Nothing could be more right,
There's nowhere else I want to be.
Let's take a walk my only love,
Hand in hand, you and me
On a warm silent night.
Your arms are wrapped around me,
And everything feels right.
You kiss me sweet and softly,
I feel your warm gentle touch,
You help me feel protected
Under the sweet night sky rush.
by:neha nayan
My world before me is perfect.
There's nowhere else I want to be,
Except laying underneath the stars
Hand in hand, you and me.
Just when everything is perfect,
And you seem so delicately sweet,
A rush of wind comes past me
As I'm swept beneath my feet.
Nothing could be more right,
There's nowhere else I want to be.
Let's take a walk my only love,
Hand in hand, you and me
I really love you.
by:shweta
IN LOVING YOU, I HAVE EXPERIENCED
THE HAPPINESS, THE HURT,
THE FEELINGS OF FOREVER,
THE NEED TO BE WITH YOU AND LUV YOU,
IT'S ALL HERE INSIDE OF ME
IT IS YOU I ALWAYS THINK ABOUT,
IT IS YOU I ALWAYS MISS,
AND IT WILL ALWAYS BE YOU
BECAUSE YOU ARE
THE ONE I LUV
TO ME,
LUV MEANS FOREVER,
NO ONE WILL EVER TAKE YOUR PLACE
OR KNOW ME
AS YOU DO
YOU ALWAYS KNOW
WHAT I AM THINKING,
AND WHAT I AM FEELING,
DEEP DOWN I'LL NEVER LUV ANYONE
THE WAY I LUV YOU.
IN LOVING YOU, I HAVE EXPERIENCED
THE HAPPINESS, THE HURT,
THE FEELINGS OF FOREVER,
THE NEED TO BE WITH YOU AND LUV YOU,
IT'S ALL HERE INSIDE OF ME
IT IS YOU I ALWAYS THINK ABOUT,
IT IS YOU I ALWAYS MISS,
AND IT WILL ALWAYS BE YOU
BECAUSE YOU ARE
THE ONE I LUV
TO ME,
LUV MEANS FOREVER,
NO ONE WILL EVER TAKE YOUR PLACE
OR KNOW ME
AS YOU DO
YOU ALWAYS KNOW
WHAT I AM THINKING,
AND WHAT I AM FEELING,
DEEP DOWN I'LL NEVER LUV ANYONE
THE WAY I LUV YOU.
Why we fall in Love ???
Have you ever been in love
and asked the question why?
Did you ever think of it
then breakdown and cry?
When together, did you laugh,
or gaze into their smile?
And wonder if they felt the same
or were they in denial?
Have you ever closed your eyes
when you're about to kiss?
When thinking of the special things
that put you in this bliss?
Why should we fall in love
when all it brings is pain?
It hurts inside to know the facts
that all their feelings change.
by:shweta
There's no way to get over
the memories that may be;
falling in love was so much fun,
yet facing reality.
How I felt was disrespected
by you are playing with my mind
or could it be neglect ion,
that wasted all our time?
Now I lie convincingly
to show that I don't care
in exchange, I've lost my mind,
for my heart cannot repair
and asked the question why?
Did you ever think of it
then breakdown and cry?
When together, did you laugh,
or gaze into their smile?
And wonder if they felt the same
or were they in denial?
Have you ever closed your eyes
when you're about to kiss?
When thinking of the special things
that put you in this bliss?
Why should we fall in love
when all it brings is pain?
It hurts inside to know the facts
that all their feelings change.
by:shweta
There's no way to get over
the memories that may be;
falling in love was so much fun,
yet facing reality.
How I felt was disrespected
by you are playing with my mind
or could it be neglect ion,
that wasted all our time?
Now I lie convincingly
to show that I don't care
in exchange, I've lost my mind,
for my heart cannot repair
LIFE WITH HER
I woke up in the morning
And found that it was raining
Instantly I knew the day will be a mess
As if I could already cope with the stress
Hesitantly got up from my bed
Secretly wishing that all my bosses were simply dead
I gave an envious look towards her side
She didn't needed to get up for an hour at least
Reluctantly, ate my breakfast and got dressed
Remembering the client who said he was harassed
Wondering if I would get the memo today or the charge sheet
When suddenly I heard the silent rasp of her feet
I pretended not to hear and picked up my sack
She came sweeping and hugged me from the back
I wished I didn't have to go now
But there was nothing to avoid the row
I took leave with a small kiss and a reluctant goodbye
At the station, I felt I was about to cry
I reminded myself of the unending rat race
We were expected to do the impossible with a smile in the face
I steadied myself and was ready for the world-hell
Cause finally anyway I was coming back to my shell
Oh my luv, you are the energy for me to live
Just ask me the world and to you I shall give!
And found that it was raining
Instantly I knew the day will be a mess
As if I could already cope with the stress
Hesitantly got up from my bed
Secretly wishing that all my bosses were simply dead
I gave an envious look towards her side
She didn't needed to get up for an hour at least
Reluctantly, ate my breakfast and got dressed
Remembering the client who said he was harassed
Wondering if I would get the memo today or the charge sheet
When suddenly I heard the silent rasp of her feet
I pretended not to hear and picked up my sack
She came sweeping and hugged me from the back
I wished I didn't have to go now
But there was nothing to avoid the row
I took leave with a small kiss and a reluctant goodbye
At the station, I felt I was about to cry
I reminded myself of the unending rat race
We were expected to do the impossible with a smile in the face
I steadied myself and was ready for the world-hell
Cause finally anyway I was coming back to my shell
Oh my luv, you are the energy for me to live
Just ask me the world and to you I shall give!
Sunday, November 11, 2007
because of u
Because of you
my world is now whole,
Because of you
love lives in my soul.
Because of you
I have laughter in my eyes,
Because of you
I am no longer afraid of good-byes.
You are my pillar
my stone of strength,
With me through all seasons
and great times of length.
My love for you is pure
boundless through space and time,
it grows stronger everyday
with the knowledge that you'll always be mine.
At the altar
I will joyously say 'I do',
for I have it all now
and it's all because of you.
my world is now whole,
Because of you
love lives in my soul.
Because of you
I have laughter in my eyes,
Because of you
I am no longer afraid of good-byes.
You are my pillar
my stone of strength,
With me through all seasons
and great times of length.
My love for you is pure
boundless through space and time,
it grows stronger everyday
with the knowledge that you'll always be mine.
At the altar
I will joyously say 'I do',
for I have it all now
and it's all because of you.
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
I am a lonely room with an empty screen
"I am a lonely room with an empty screen"
Today is a new day
And it seems like my life is about to fade
.... away like I say
And there is no way that there can be a new one made.
So I have to depend on someone....
And it seems like they dont care
It's all just isn't fair.
They say this and that
And I sit here trying my hardest to belive
and that all they do is make me sad......
"I am a lonely room with an empty screen"
Have you ever loved somebody
So much it makes you cry?
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right?
No regrets with life......
Why cant it be like we dream
Why cant it?
Like we want it to be
It isnt so hard to see.
I dont know why it isnt clear to me to understand
The way of life
And living on a beautiful, yet, unbelievable land
Whats there to say?
When I said it all
It seems like what I have to say is all fake
It pains to belive the depths of this life
Now my life is done and went away
To a place where I could not have been
Now is it time to have a new life made?
Or what I say,.......is right?????
"I am a lonely room with an empty screen"
Today is a new day
And it seems like my life is about to fade
.... away like I say
And there is no way that there can be a new one made.
So I have to depend on someone....
And it seems like they dont care
It's all just isn't fair.
They say this and that
And I sit here trying my hardest to belive
and that all they do is make me sad......
"I am a lonely room with an empty screen"
Have you ever loved somebody
So much it makes you cry?
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right?
No regrets with life......
Why cant it be like we dream
Why cant it?
Like we want it to be
It isnt so hard to see.
I dont know why it isnt clear to me to understand
The way of life
And living on a beautiful, yet, unbelievable land
Whats there to say?
When I said it all
It seems like what I have to say is all fake
It pains to belive the depths of this life
Now my life is done and went away
To a place where I could not have been
Now is it time to have a new life made?
Or what I say,.......is right?????
"I am a lonely room with an empty screen"
Monday, November 5, 2007
NO APOLOGIES
by ALANIS MORISSETTE
I reach in my heart to see
If your love is alive in me
But now I feel alone
My feelings turn to stone
My heart makes no apologies
When an apology's made it isn't always enough
To erase all the past in a moment
Whenever I need you the most
You always leave me behind
With a word from your lips I'm alone
You've been blind not to realize
All the love that I hold inside
So tell me why do I keep holding on...holding on
What I need is your sympathy
Like a light flowing into me
But I will never give up holding on...holding on
...my heart makes no apologies no no
my feelings turn to stone... I make no apologies
I reach in my heart to see
If your love is alive in me
But now I feel alone
My feelings turn to stone
My heart makes no apologies
When an apology's made it isn't always enough
To erase all the past in a moment
Whenever I need you the most
You always leave me behind
With a word from your lips I'm alone
You've been blind not to realize
All the love that I hold inside
So tell me why do I keep holding on...holding on
What I need is your sympathy
Like a light flowing into me
But I will never give up holding on...holding on
...my heart makes no apologies no no
my feelings turn to stone... I make no apologies
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